On this feast of St. John
Neumann, I came across some writing of his, which struck a note in me as since the
miscarriage, I have been drawing on the consolation of the Eucharistic Presence and have been so grateful for our Lord's sacrifice which not only provides our salvation, but through our participation in this sacrament, allows us to be always united to those who have gone before us. Would that everyone would know this beautiful union with our Lord!! It is when myself and Andrew have felt the closest to Francis/es Gabriel. The following comprises the perfect prayer for my heart which desires to grow ever closer to Jesus in the Eucharist this new year:
"How much I love you, I my Jesus. I wish to love you with my whole heart; yet I do not love you enough. My lack of devotion and my sloth make me anxious. I have one desire, that of being near you in the Blessed Sacrament. You are the sweet bridegroom of my soul. My Jesus, my love, my all, gladly would I endure hunger, thirst, heat, and cold to remain always with you in the Blessed Sacrament. Would that in your Eucharistic presence I might unceasingly weep over my sins. Take entire
possession of me. To you I consecrate all the powers of my soul and body, my whole being. Would that I could infuse into all hearts a burning love for you. What great glory would be given to you here on earth, if every heart were an altar on which every human will were laid in perfect conformity with your will to be consumed by the fire of your love."